I just wanted to post today to say thanks to all my friends on my blog today ,for thinking of me and all your kind words .
Today is somewhat better.I was able to do all the arrangments yesterday ,my aunts did not want a wake or nothing ,and since my Mom only had so much for funeral cost .I decided i would have her cremated and once she comes backt o me.I decided that i was have a small memorial at my hopme and invite my brothers and sister ,and my dad over and we could do something and just leave my aunts to wallow in there misery and hate alone .
I have decided that i did what i thought was best and that she went with diginity and without pain ,she went in peace ,and now she is with god and that is all that matters ,I hope she finds the peace she deserves in heaven ,god rest her soul R.I.P TO Alice Mary Robidoux,4/17/47 to 12/16/08,, I love you Momma ,,Mary
P.S.the pic is from left to right ,My brother john,anthony ,alisha ( the middle) me at the end ,,mary..
Well today started off to be the darkest day in such a long time. My mom passed away this morning at 815am ,she was doin poorly for a while now and she just gave up . My aunts are all telling me i,ma murderer because of the hard choices in her medical care i had to make and now everyone is hurting me ,i know they r hurting but so am i . i choose what would make her the most comfortable i did not want her goin out in pain , but now i wonder did i make the right choice . I still cannot belive it my momma 8is gone ,we were neva that close but still she was my mom and she will always be in my heart ,,mary
Well i finally got my Boink updated i think it is comin out so pretty ,the next installment does not come out till the 21st of dec so iw ill post agin then ,and well since this is boo's first christmas i got him a santa hat ,,so cute !!!!
Well i finished my first gift today .i ACTUALLY FOUND A REALLY CUTE PATTERN ON pAPILLION AND IT WAS CALLED lOVE lETTERS AND I JUST CHANGED THE LETTERS IN IT FROM ABCD TO THE FIRST AND LAST NAMES OF A COUPLE WE ARE FRIENDS WITH TO MAKE IT LIKE A MARRIAGE SAMPLER AND I,M GONNA FRAME IT TONITE. i ALSO ADDED IN SOME BEADS TO GIVE IT A LITTOLE SPARKLE AND I THINK IT CAME OUT NICE ,,MARY
Well it is offically done i finally got to the second installmet of the sea to shining sea. I think it came out reall nice it took me an afternoon to do .
Now tomorrow i wanna get done the installment i have foir my bent creek snappers set ,then hopefuloly get my next two pieces on my Boibnk done and be caught up . well chat soon,hope everyone is getting all there shopping done ,, mary